zhen me ban.
wo bu yao become twenty one.

im so worried about so many things.
all along, i always feel tt being twenty one means u gotta be less childish and think responsibly but i really dun wanna do this.

ive mixed feelings abt gip china. i noe for sure that its gonna be tough.
it seems easy for other people but definitely not to me. im quite a spoilt kid who doesnt noe how to take care of myself and doesnt understand the evil outside. but i noe i deifintely can do this and eventually overcome the challenges (: but i really damn scare leh. i seriously think i will cry if i stay in a hse with all strangers/ or if i get lost in the busy streets.

initally wanted to leave my actual bdae free but well, FOC peeps were nice enough to ask me out for dinner so yeahh. its better than emo-ing and freting abt adulthood.

no lahh, im alright, ive faith in myself that i can pull through whatever challenges but still cant help feeling scare abt stepping out of my own comfort zone.

plus, one good thing, i found myself before i turn twentyone.