okay here is what im going do. im going blog down whats going on in my mind and make everything so organised now.

so lets see what is troubling me now....
hmmm..
MY LIFE IS IN A HUGE MESS NOW!

but its okay its alright. jingying jingying fight fight fight! =p lets analyse!

1) TAIWAN trip. due to my screw ups, ive added unnecessary stress in me. but its okay, i shall postpone it to dec first and decide on the exact dates by the end of this week, right after i got my gip schedules and stuff. worse come to worse, i'll cancel the trip?

2) add drop thingy. its no big deal. okay fine, im so not gonna care abt it anymore and let fate decide. thats what we do when we are sick of all these decision.

3) feel damn screwed up, but hey, im gonna make myself more relax and chill so that i got thinking space. no more relapse of what happened last academic year. control gal, you have your team of friends supporting you! :p

4) YOUKNOWWHO. fuck you. i duno what you are playing at. in anycase, FO! i shall NOT do anything,. im gonna stay cool. and continue to say FO! im not gonna face you till im ready. and nobody say i must be ready by tmr. lol.