i think i did great today.

fuck. just when i tot my gastric is well on the way to recovery, it came back today.
i admit, i was a lil busy today.
and i admit i ate mac. BUT HEY i didnt finish the fries.
and breakfast from palatte.
and i forgot to take med in the morning =x

okay, so back to STRICT PORRIDGE diet. but how to when i have a james party tmr and batam trip over the weekend? haix.

i went for my gip briefing today. and yes, the school acepted me, so its up to the company to select me now. and then i started thinking. hey, going china isnt as glory as i think it is.
i have to be away from home for 6 full mths. like, you will really get home sick can!
shit, its not like u can call ur dad and ask him to bring you out for supper!
its not like u can go home for dinner.
there are really really many cons than pros can! =x

and yes, im scare to go china. but its okay, i'll be brave.

so many things to think about. :x
so many things to plan.