i cancelled today's meetup cos i was to pek chek to continue. like ask here ask there then in the end the turn up rate is low. i swear, nv to organise meetup with them again.

i tot i was burnt out. and indeed yes i am. but then when i come home today, i still feel burn out. i neeeeeed a lil break!!
ALL I WAN IS TO JUST WATCH MOVIES.

i have so many movies debt to return.

• inception
• toy story 3 YES I HAVEN WATCH THAT YET
• ip man prelude
• knight and day
• nodame finale
• descpicable me

=( ITS REALLY SADDDD. that i dun have the time to watch those movies.

i keep saying tt i need a break, but actually i dun really need a break leh. hor. i think its just in the mind lah. cos office work is so damn boring. that i feel that i need a break.
so yuppp the point is , i dun nid a break!

so i shld pull myself up and be in office by 8am instead of the usual 10am! but that means i need to wake up at 6.30am?! hmmm.. i shall reconsider.

i really need to curb my recklessness. shit man. i think its getting worse. i always got the urge to abandon everything just to do something new. and that is really very bad.
i need to think and work things out, instead of being so reckless.
i was so tempted to go bali just now, that i almost started to act before my mind starts to process the idea slowly. lucky i didnt, cos when i tot of the money, im like. hell no, i refuse to spend any more. (: see? im learning to save! hahah. sort of.

and YOG called me and offer me a new job. and im like sooooo tempted to take up the offer. cos i feel that i will definitely learn a lot from that job. i ALMOST accepted right on the spot, but lucky i stopped in time and told that person i need to consider. and thank goodness i stopped to think. cos if i were to accept the job, i will go back to the lifestyle which i was leading for the past 8 weeks. i will have to juggle a full time job and yog trainings and actual duties and bandung trip and batam one day trip. okay these two trips are yet to cfm. but in anycase, why make myself feel so miserable??!

so. my plan for aug.. is to...
go to work as and when i like. i dun wan to be controlled by $$ alr.
go palau ubin volunteer. hahaha yes! i got this crazy idea of volunteering there. but so far no news from them yet. =( i really like pulau ubin lahh. got the away from the city feeel. just like tioman! (:
bandung and batam.
wakeboard.
cycle.
rollerblade.

THATS ALL.
shit ass. half the holiday is gone! and ive only been to tioman!