i seriously study until i wanna puke.
draw graphic until i wanna puke leh! like physically.
it isnt a nice feeling forcing myself to do things i hate.

but hell.
the more i wanna quit, the more i wont quit.

thank you X for asking me whether im alrite even though i was quite fierce in asking you not to ask me abt it. apppreciate it when you say u rather get shoot down by me, than to be kept in the dark.

thank you Y for saying, no matter what, you need to face it.
thank you laika for knocking on my door early in the morning, forcing me to wake up, even though i pangseh you for breakfast AGAIN.
thank you eric for walking all the way from reading room to my hall and eat lunch with me. AND STOP CALLING ME A SPOILT BRAT. you poop! haha.
thank you people for offering help in my mp2011. i was really really helpless in that.

and lastly, thank you A! you didnt say anything, but all your missed calls are deeply appreciated. seriously. even though you know that i dun wanna talk abt it, you still miss call me so many time. even though you had nth to say when i summarized everything in 2 sentences, your honesty truly touched me. and surprisingly, comforted me very very much. in a very different way.