i seriously feel that im stupid sometimes.
2011 was like a total flop till now. i seriously have no idea how am i gonna survive through the module, all even the whole of MAE. vulgarities just arent enough to release the weird sense of frustration in me.
yes, im having doubts about it despite much effort in psyco-ing myself that MAE is the one for me. and i will survive through thick-skinned-ly. but reality always hit me hard on the head. obstacles, obstacles and yet more obstacles. at this point of time, i have no idea whether im a optimistic person or i just have a heck care attitude. either im damn confident of myself in removing the obstacles, or i'd just whack the obstacles and move on, ignoring the pain i had. sound chim hor. ya lohh i also think so.
bloooody hell. when did i become so stupid.