i feeeeel so relaxed now. for once im not doing anything and i can just stare at the com and not do anything! hahaha. for once im home early! yay! happpy dao siao.

gave myself a tiny break today, and i promise i will do tut tmr. hee.



slacked around with the EID groupmates after my 8.30 lesson. lol. so dumb i went to sch for only 1 hr of lesson today, but shiok! hahah i think its the first time the EID grp ppl slacked tgt. not bad not bad.. quite enjoyed their company. hee. but..


guess what.
for the first time in my uni life....

i actually snapped at a friend today, out of anger. guess that person should just be more sensitive to other's feelings, and think before she speaks. keeping quiet and laughing it away doesnt mean im not irritated.

i was stunned when it happened cos i think the last time i snapped at friends was like in jc? anyway . i asked her to "diam lah" and the tone was kinda sharp. the rest of the girls were stunned too and i could tell they were looking at my expressions after the snapping incident. sorry lah, i kinda make the situation tense for a few seconds. but really, i was very very irritated loh, and its kinda accumulated.

lol, secretly, i was irritated at myself for not controlling my tone. but i really cant help it! i seriously duno how to control my tone when im angry, or my expressions when i feeeel weird. jeri told me, my face will show it all when im angryeven thou i nv say anything, and i will have a sad face when im sad. BUT THE PROBLEM IS, I DUNO EVEN NOE IM SHOWING ANY EXPRESSION! and i even thot i can control my emotions very well!

why ah? die. i cannot control my facial expression leh. LOL. that goes to show tt you can read me like an open book. and thats bad!

lucky im always happy. lol.