my brain is so mushed now, and i think its because i sleep too muchh.

i feeeel so restricted now. one mth, or rather i think 2 mths of mugging makes me wanna explode already.
plus the fact that my over-protective father refuse to let me drive out by myself is contributing exponentially to the frustration.

the frustration in me is reaching its limits now.
and i swear its gonna explode if he still refuse to let me have the car before i fly off to perth. ITS NOT LIKE I WANNA TAKE MY CAR AND DRIVE PEOPLE AROUND. even if i can drive the car ard my carpark BY MYSELF, i also happy lohh.

its like.. so near.. yet so far. and if the situation gets worse, i WILL just snatch the car key and just drive out by myself even if it means i will be banned from driving his car for the next 2 yrs. i dun care, i just dont want to feel so restricted in my life.
why cant they understand how much i wan to drive and how much i LOVE to drive???!

they complained that im a reckless driver who drives too fast, BUT WHAT THE HELL, i swear most of my frens are more reckless than me in their driving. i can have fren who din see the red light and zham break at the last seconds loh! excuse me, u call driving 60km/hr on normal road is fast? and im only like 80-90km on expressway lah. u call that fast?
yes, its a fact that im a hazard on the road, cos i get drivers staring at me, flashing at me and honking at me, but hey, im still alive now, and im still safe lah!
thats why i ask to drive on weekdays afternoon right.

i jus dun wan to have a restricted life. pls be reminded of the fact that your daughter is in her twenty and is well on the road to adulthood.