im so guilty now. for the first time in this semester, im home before 1pm. and its only because i've no lab and its elearning week. thought i wld study the moment i got home, but as usual, i slept the whole afternoon away. shiok. and guilty. im gonna try to complete 2 tuts later, and hopefully, i wld. =x

when i was on my way home, i felt weird taking mrt at 12 plus cos i seriously haven got the feeling since last semester. anyway, and then i realised, i haven been to town or anywhere else except for jurong and cck since i cant even rmb! and even if i do, its all those bonding outings that i went. another meeting tmr. seriously, i dun even understand why am i trying so hard. but on the other hand, i enjoyed being there with those people, learning new stuff. =x

i cant even watch a proper movie with shihao that time, and i cant even go queensway and buy my haversack. arrgghh! all my life are spent in jurong and cck! darn. but its a choice i guess, i choose not to get out and chill. and im sure this sacrifice is necessary cos its worth it when i manage to get a 3 for my gpa. and yes, my current gpa is 2.57. fucking chui.

okayy, off to camp at my function rm to finish my tuts. =D