super emo due to some stuff today. to the extend that i had lunch by myself in JP today! dun feel like entertaining people, cos its jus my time with myself. BIG NEWS LEH~! i have nv eaten lunch by myself before, other than eating at home. somehow i seriously hate the idea of lunching alone, i wld rather starve than eating alone in a kopitiam / resturant. well today is kinda different. im too upset to talk to anybody except for complaining to a couple of ppl via the sms but got a bit tired repeating stuff so i jus shut down my phone for a while.

anyway, went JP after my oral and listening exam and met up with the other people after my emo lunch today. supposed to pay for the taiwan deposit trip but somehow the amount went up by a whooopin 100 bucks leh! crazy! shldnt the prices be lowered cos of the H1N1 flu?? hahhah, so sat in ji de chi for discussion, machiam like business like that cos the 4 of us are all using our phones, calling all the agencies. finally managed to book 4 seats in namho travel agency for a lower price. so i guess that went well.

and nothing ever goes smoothly in some areas. WHY THE FUCK DID THOSE WEIRD STUFFs HAPPEN. reminds me of this murphy law " what can go wrong, will go wrong" or smth along this line lar. BLOOODY HELL. things like that always happen no matter how hard i've tried. do we have to go all way out to get to our goal, sacrificing VERY PRECIOUS stuff along the way? hell no. i wldnt let that happpen cos i have known some weird people who actually sacrifices their life in sch just to attain their goal. To me, these people are pure stupid and doesnt noe how to value stuff like those. but then again they did get they want eh? must it be that way???? *shrug . i will jus sleep on it.

thanks people, for offering to help in one way or the other . really appreciate it.