i felt very misunderstood now. why is it that nobody in that group understand what happened was a big deal to me. they probably just feel that im just in one of my spoiltbrat moment and i will be back to normal the next time they see me again. excuse me, what if i do the same thing back to you. are you going to tell me that its no big deal to you. like hell will i believe that bullcrap of urs. its not abt being unreasonably angry or the usual stupid rants, its definitely more than that. yes, i noe where you are coming from, and i respect that, thats why i didnt want to continue the discussion cos i noe it wont go anywhere. but you didnt even bother try to understand what i felt when i realised what happened.
they just dun see it the way me and a couple of my good frens did. why. oh god it was so simple.
im not throwing a tantrum for god sake. why cant you all understand. its really frustrating when i was deemed the girl with bad temper for so many years when they didnt even bother to put themselves in my shoes and try to understand why i do what i did.

i have been trying for so long, but it was not easy sometimes. we really have different frequency eh? maybe i should re-evaluate this longterm fri-iendship


p.s. dont comment. dont talk to me. i need time off for a while.
p.s. // thanks kwek, for being there for me as usual. and those who understands.