i'm finally studying. shame on those who still haven study. LOL. but progress is slow. SUPER SLOW! i spent one whole day doing 3 maths questions. its really time that i physco myself to study. i really sould make limbang mac the mugging point. =D

wad have i done since thursday. ok, i have no recollection of wad happen on friday. oh god. i really dun rmb. sat.. tuition. OH YA. VIVO CITY with my mama. wah piang. vivo super boring lar. my mum suggested going to haagen das(er..??) and yes, we had two scoop of ice-cream which drill a hole to my mum's wallet. $14 for two small scoop. then my mum was pretty funny, keet coming out with reasons that will make her feel better.

FAC on sunday. yes! KSS is experiencing her golden year! walked away with quite a few 'BEST' awards. everybody was damn high on the way home, but guess wad, i felt nth. dun ask me why. maybe becos i dun feel attached to sj anymore. memories in sjab are fading off and i'm like cant be bothered to retrive those memo back. sumtimes i jus hate it when some ppl are biased towards certain ppl. i hated it, and i still hate it now. and yes, sjab always remind me of why i wasnt good enuff.

was freaking bored throughout FAC. walao!! was totally on the verge of cursing already. super restless and it was super warm. ^&*$£"!£@ ... den decided to leave the place. if i had stay longer, i would be become autistic. wanted to leave w/o telling de.. budden.. haiya.. miss tan they all were near the lift. when i walked out of hq building, doesnt have a clue where i shld go. too many choices.. so decided to go concourse to buy some thinking time. spent almost 1 hour inside those party places. hahaha. the things inside ease my restlessness. den i stood on the 3rd floor for like 5 mins, thinkin where i shld go next. HOW PATHETIC. hahaha, but i enjoyed looking at things at a height. felt so superior. reminds me of the lit bk that i read few years back. yeah, aniway, went BK to STUDY!!!!! =D wah sei.. duno why.. super got the mood to study man!! ai sei! super proud of myself, finished 4 maths questiions in that 2 hour??

den rushed to BBQ. expected to meet those fellow milkers. BUT THEN WHEN I REACHED, there was a lot of ppl and i oni know one person, and thats the person who invited me over. hahahahahah. BUT GUESS WAD?? i enjoyed that BBQ much more than the BBQ with s23 gals. jus love meeting strangers. and the only food i ate was toasted mashmallow. and it was the nicest mashmellow i haven ever eaten. got butter and milo one.. hahaha. den when i was toasting, quite a lot of people tot that my mashmellow was burnt! anw..it was fun, would have joined in the worship session if denise hasnt left so early. =(