u noe wad. its really disheartening when you see people getting better results than you. ( no, this is not jealousy that im talking abt) i mean, yes, i noe they deserve good results because they earned it. either through slogging or, yet again, much slogging. but excuse me. if thats the theory, does that means that i dun deserve such results. so much for the hard work and effort, i got a fricking C for my pw. can u believe it. a pathetic C.

oh well, this is reality. but hell, a C for pw really reflect very well on my testimonial eh? it just sucks.

another reality that we gotta face. we gotta please everybody we sees each day. like in school, no matter how much u feel like slapping someone, u still got to put on a big fake angelic smile and act as if u are on a damn good terms with them. becos if u lose urself and start cursing, people(esp gals) will make such a big fuse by stabbing behind ur back. and people will start to leave u for good. thats why, it's nv good to start ur day by getting on the wrong side of ur bed. tis jus sucks. and yeah, guess we jus have got to get used to such a thing becos this issue is gonna get so serious that you would wan to throw in ur resign letter. trainings..