i cant stand this anymore. its getting on my nerve and its draining all my energy away.

ok here's what happened.
my father is freaking stressed up by the problems he face over there. and he cant seems to stop complaining about every single things to my mum. so ya, he is practically always having conferences with my mum complaining how stressful he is, and how tired he is. ok fine, not that im saying its wrong to complain about all these things. but i just hate his attitude. his attitude to his work. yes, i noe, he would very much want to quit his job and come back to sg asap. if not for us, he would have quitted LONG AGO. but seriously, does complaining helps? if you cant change the way it is, then change this fucking attitude of yours. it sucks. its affecting me badly.

i mean not that i dun understand the things he is gg thru, but complaining doesnt solve any problem. he gotta try to think of ways to solve it. of cos its gonna be tough, if not why do you think they hire someone to do the dirty jobs. think positive, no matter how bad the situation is. becos sulking leads u nowhere. face the challenge, head on.

but of cos, if he really cant deal with all these things no matter how hard he have tried, den quit the job. but b4 he quit, i just want him to ask himself, have i tried my best?

ya anw, i got really fed up and decided to give him a piece of my mind. but when i put on the earphone and saw his face(he was smiling at me, despite all his prob. and yes, i could see that its a forced one.), i couldnt utter a single word. jus cant bring myself to tell him wads exactly on my mind.

den i sat in front of the com, crying like idiot.

sometimes i jus wish that im not born into a such pampered life. im too pampered for my own good.











lieujingying - go all way out says:
if u cant change the situtation u are in, den change ur attitude!!
Lieu says:
say easy than do
lieujingying - go all way out says:
did u even try?
Lieu says:
lazy? dont care?
Lieu says:
may be u r rite?
Lieu says:
so what should i do now.

-stuck- i duno wad to say now.and the conver jus ended like this.
i hate it.. feeling of helplessness.