FINALLY ITS THE END OF ANOTHER TORTURING WEEK.

you have no idea how torturous this week is to me. all these mugging arent gettin anywhere. im really sick of school. im sick of lectures and tutorials. im really really very restless these days and totally cannot sit still for more than 1 hour. the long hours of kissing the chair with my butt. OMG!

seriously, im totally totally lost. i really dont know what im doing now. i duno why im staying in the school. i got the urge to throw away my bag and run away. i duno why am i doing what im doing now. i dun even noe why am i in this world. guess i haven find a purpose in life yet. so for now, im just wasting my time away. starring at those teachers yaking away....and remaining oblivious to the ugly world.

cant believe i actually dread going to school. this has got to be the first time that i hate going school to such an extent. the only thing that i enjoyed is the long walk to school each morning. even the food in the canteen and cafe doesnt seem interesting to me anymore. i want to stay at home.

i need motivations. maybe a trip down to NUS will be helpful.. in someway or another.

ok. anyway, this week totally sucks. i din get what i want, and i din achieve wad i targeted. and my temper are getting shorter and shorter. and im getting crazier by the min.. dun ask me why. i jus feel that i should let out my frustration in one way or another.

wadever. i still have to study no matter what. becos im stuck in singapore.