whoosh! finally its Friday. i love fridays. yeahs.

my life seems to be in a big mess now. im at the risk of being demoted to JC1. nope, no kidding. if i fail the upcoming GP retest, i can kiss my JC2 work goodbye. how can they do this to me. how can they condemn me just because i got an S for my GP last year. what the hell is the school thinking?! i passed all my H2 and H1 subjects k! its really unfair. and the worse thing is, they only announced that im at the risk of retaining on wed. WTH. PJC, GET A LIFE! and pls, pray for me. i need all the luck in the world.

skating doesnt seems so fun anymore. its tiring and its extreme difficult. din learn much today, i still cannot master the parallel turn despite practising for quite a while. why cant i do it. but i gotta admit, i din put in my best effort today. so i swear, to improve on my parallel turn by next friday. such thing will not happen again. i shall put in my best effort next fri onward. and yes, i promised.

i want to help. i want to contribute. badly. but how.

chatted with my peeps today. whhosh. now we are closer by a little. i guess.

been really short tempered and impatient these days. im just so frustrated over everything. and mr lee just triggered the gun. he's an asshole. just the sight of him make me feel like slapping him. feels like giving him a piece of my mind during those "chattin sessions". but on the other hand, its not very good doing this to a teacher who is relatively new to teaching. so ya, back to square one.


okokok. rantings/ losing temper doesnt help in solving problems. but well, i just need somewhere to whine. dont judge me, because its not ur life. so i must focus on what i should do next.