*sign. not having a very good time.

oh lord, pls help me. im giving up soon. pls tell me what to do. guide me, like what u used to.

its not that i dont want to help, but the thing is, i really dont know how to. im really struggling. i want to help, but i feel so helpless. i feel like giving up. im really tired. very. pls dun influence me. my mood are easily reflected. how i wish everything is what it used to be. i want to give up. and ya, i think i am going to give up. its seriously up to you whether u wan to take my advise or not.

i want freedom, i dont want to be trapped. seems like only jeri understand the kind of torture im going thru, as she also have similar probs. but the main difference is, she is not affected by it. ok, so im so not gonna get affected by it. heart of steel. with no compassion. wadever happens, none of my business. haix. LORD, GIVE ME A HECK CARE ATTiUDE.

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