the more i look at her, the more i feel like giving her a hard slap. she deserves much more than slaps. why is it that she is always rebutting to what i have got to say? i think she really enjoy the moment of me being rebutted. she sucks. and nobody seems to know. but wadever, time will tell. she will reveal her true self sooner or later.

i really hate her. this has got to be the first time that i actually dont like someone, to this extent. she really gets on my nerves sometimes. cant she be more real? for goodness sake, pls la. be urself for just one day. or maybe thats her true self. the irritating idiot. wadever. i believe in karma.

*sign* sorry about the rants here. dono what gotten into me these days. get irritated easily, and no, its not PMS. so ya, whoever is reading this, pls forgive me if i couldnt control myself and start throwing tempers around.

i seriously dono why my temper are getting worse than usual. i thought i have managed to curb it, but seems like its coming back. hell, it has better not come back. but i think it should be ok, provided that she doesnt provoke me. really, i think the only person who can make me flare up is actually her, and no one else. ya, there were times where i accidentally blurted "shutdup!" to her. i just cant help it. guess we do need to explode once in a while.

haha, ok so some would probably think i am the hypocrite here. ok, yes i admit i am one. but hey, do you actually expect me to tell her everything that is on my mind? nahh, i wouldnt want to risk having catfights in PJC. but i think she know whats exactly on my mind, since i cant hide my emotions very well.

p.s. i just hope those who read my blog will not use whatever i have written against me. but even if you do, no big deal. if i dare to put it here, i dare to face the consequences.
hmmm, maybe i should change the address of my blog. seems like too many people know about it.