im so freaking frustrated at everything. why cant i seem to be the normal self. think i have more or less changed a bit recently. where is the old me. i want the old me back. i want to be happy. ALL THE TIME. and not like now where i dont even feel like talkin. everything i do seems to be boring. nothing seems to interest me. and i hate this feeling. i really do. and its torturing me. and somehow, something is always making me feel that way. and i dont even know what is that something.

i want to be happy again. so ya, pls dun influence me to be unhappy. i really hate being unhappy. i cant stand being unhappy. i rather kill myself if i am not happy. really. such feelings really sucks. i hate keeping a glum expression. and i hate to see glum expressions around me. it affects me as well.

i think i should really go out more with my peeps and enjoy more, though i am practically always going out. and ya, i needa exercise.