was damn happy to receive news that i might be going for some pritegeous event. Its a presentation where Mr President, yesyes, of singapore, would attend. So our role there would be promoting SJAB to him and they need 2 ppl to do so. so now the problem is, choosing 2 ppl out of the 3 of us. jeri and wf.

and i was talking online with kenneth about this whole thing. Halfway, i got really pissed off by his words. YES, I KNOW THAT U LIKE HER, but do u have to keep saying let weifen go? hello? who do u think i am? its as if i was looked down. i was really really angry with this whole thing. why is it that people tend to be biased towards weifen. WHY? and no, i dont think i am inferior to her in any way. NO.

LIEU JING YING WILL NOT LOSE TO HER IN ANY WAY FROM NOW ONWARDS.

NO WAY.

right now i am so inclined to quit this whole thing. yes, i noe its a damn hard opportunity, and hell lots of benefits. like good testimonials blah blah blah.. Well, i really need one, since i am like CCA-less. *sign. cant be bothered. but what if sir re consider and decided to choose wf to go instead? i doubt i would swallow the anger, esp after talking to that big bully kenneth. its all kenneths fault. if not for him, i would not have feel anything if sir chooses wf over me.

in what way am i not good enough.

*sign. whatever.